Effuse, Dilate, Dilute, Drown
Long time no write, long time no words. I have been tasked with a few things, and with it, the time ran away. I'm slowly befriending it again. What is there to update on? Let's begin with marking the months that have passed. JANUARY January, for me, melted with those few last days of December where I had my birthday (and read Pisces , on my birthday ), was away from my family, had finals and some administrative errands (stuff I absolutely have no idea how to build endurance on - it continues to be hard and draining for me), started on a new term with new shift; in which I started waking up at 3/4 am, almost every day, had no weekend, basically a weird, weird time. I didn't feel January when it arrived, to sum it up. Felt like the same tide, same river, same water, same coldness, soaking, heaving. For most of January, all I felt was being roared in a foreign ocean. In a way, I still feel like it's January now. It's molding, kneading on my face. A thing I do remembe...
